How times have changed..

  This morning I was sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee listening to my son and boyfriend  play with some old cars that my son had fished out of a box.  " brmmm brmmm, beep beep " my sons says.  I am so excited because this is the first time my son has said beep beep.   Crazy how just four years ago I didn't even want to be around children. I was so positive that having children was something that I didn't want. Now I couldn't imagine my life without Nathaniel.  Of course parenthood has had its ups and downs. No sleep, the cash flow is slowed down a bit,  my social life has has done a complete 180 and my body has defenately seen better days. But on the bright side I know what its like to love someone 100% unconditionally, I get so excited and proud  every time he does something new or learns something, I get to be a child again and see things through a child's eyes and of course I get unlimited cuddles.  Life is good.